Not gonna be the same.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 12:08 AM

Every thing you did , i can see it very clearly .
How you treat me i oso can see .
And i dun care how you treat me coz i alr use to it & i'm fine without you .
coz i now dun nid anyone i still can be happy gal ...(":
And coz i alr had think many thing about us .. and think this is the better thing i can do .

I had kept many thing to myself and i dun wanna share wif anyone .
Coz i noe myself was the safer ppl i can trust .
only myself noe wad the thing i should do and wad was the thing i shouldn't do .
I'm not saying tat i dun trust anyone now but is juz tat i dun wan share anything wif friends .
Pls dun misunderstood.(:

i had kept many thing to myself i feel i'm damn stress!
But i oso dunnoe wad was the thing i stress about .
i only can use pain to get the lesser stress i had .
And i had think before something tat same as mine sister .(Maybe some of you noe wad happen to my sister some of you may not , but i think only one person noe it)
coz maybe tat thing can make me feel better and lesser stress .
But i still choose dun take it .
coz if take it maybe i goin to be gone forever..(":
So~ wad the better thing i should do and wont let anyone noe my things ?
Difficult do decide !